miraculost: (if I had a thousand years)
Dr. Len Kagamine ([personal profile] miraculost) wrote in [community profile] shamelesshookery2012-02-03 11:02 pm
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[it's been a long couple of years, without Kaito.

after the first decades of life, time seems to go faster - after the first century of immortality, mind still undulled by age, the world seems to rush by in a terrible hurry. A year or two could pass as nothing. even Len, for all that he loves this world, sometimes loses track of the swift flow of time.

but Kaito... Kaito had brought something precious into his life. he brought youth and vitality into a house that had come to feel cold and stagnant... he'd brought a human touch, companionship, and...

... family.

even before the illness, even before Len had made his offer, and Kaito his decision - Len had already come to think of Kaito as his son.

and when Kaito had left, cursing Len and the immortality Len had given him...

Len angles into a controlled descent, catching hold of a drainpipe on the side of a building. he's been flying for a long time, and the bat form can only take so much at a time, even with the strength of a vampire. resting his wings for a moment, he surveys his surroundings again.

the hospital isn't far, now. there, he's sure to find the girl who was bitten. he'd fumbled the first lead, the one with the old man - but this time, for sure, he will make it in time. he knows every vampire on Honshu, where they live and what they do, and the one behind this attack could only be the newest and youngest of them. the one he created.

he will find Kaito, this time.

letting go of the drainpipe, he takes flight again, speeding towards the hospital.]
was_no_monster: (keep your secrets locked inside)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-04 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[he hasn't left her side since it happened.

not that they haven't tried to make him go, both those who knew and those who didn't. he has no illusions about how he looks right now; even if he did, he still wouldn't be able to keep from overhearing the way the nurses and doctors gossip. those who don't know at least only think that she deserves better (they're right) than some homeless looking punk— and besides, he's not related to her. even if he were, she's not so sick now that they would let him stay (and that is still something he thanks God for at least daily, for that small scrap of mercy that He was willing to at least give her.)

those who do know, though...

he's seen the way most of them look at him, when she's not awake or clear-headed enough to bristle in his defense. (they're right, too.) even the few who look at him with something like sympathy worry; after all, what might an obviously unstable, hungry vampire do when completely surrounded by the temptation of the weak and bleeding?

but he's ignored the polite reminders that visiting hours were over, the less polite requests that he go home so that she can rest, the nervous inquiries into whether he was hungry or not (he's not, regardless of what his body says) when he scared the last person off. he's staying, until he's sure that she's well.

it's the least can do, for what he did. it's the last he can do, before he leaves.
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was_no_monster: (all I will find is fear)

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[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-04 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[starting out of a half-drowse with an irritated hiss and rubbing at one eye. he's been doing his best to keep human hours and he's been sleeping in a chair next to Miku's bed, can't they at least respect that and let him get what rest he can—

...that isn't one of the nurses.

it takes a moment for him to realize what he's smelling; he's spent so long trying to quash every fanged impulse, every whisper of knowledge that he shouldn't have had that it's a struggle to understand what that side of himself is trying to tell him: that's family, that's sire

that's Papa.

Papa's here and he can't leave, he can't, Miku's still here, and if she wakes up and he's gone because he was too much of a coward to face his father what will that do to her?
]
was_no_monster: (who is this stranger inside of my skin?)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-04 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[... is there really anything that Len can do to him that's worse that what he's already done to himself?]

...

C— [his voice cracks, and he shuts his eyes before trying again] ...come in.
was_no_monster: (keep your secrets locked inside)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-05 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
["a mess" is putting it lightly. he looks every bit as scruffy and feral as he had when Len had first taken him in, and despite the fading flush of life that had come from his recent feeding, he's... gaunt, somehow. between that and his obvious exhaustion, he looks far too much like he had when he was dying.

he feels like he had when he was dying, too— all torn between too many choices and too much pain and desperate for it all to stop, and it isn't fair that Papa would show up now and twist that knife in him like that when he already wants so badly to just give up.

just... balling his hands into fists and clenching his jaw, unable to think of a way to respond to that that wouldn't either reveal more than he'd like or likely wake Miku
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Edited 2012-02-05 05:11 (UTC)
was_no_monster: (blind with hate are these eyes)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-05 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
[jerking upright, his eyes going a hungry reddish purple— but he brings one hand up to cover his mouth, looking nauseated]

No.
was_no_monster: (blind with hate are these eyes)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-05 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[hissing angrily, his hand still over his mouth. even if he could leave Miku, he wouldn't, he won't, he's not going to take from anyone ever again and how dare Len show up and tempt him with this when he's already so hungry]

No!
was_no_monster: (how I fear for these hands)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-05 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[faltering, his eyes finally flickering to true red and his hand dropping just enough to reveal that his fangs are out—]
was_no_monster: (the toll that must be paid)

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-02-05 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[but he's had several years practice with restraining himself while slowly starving, and he's still has the last dregs of what he'd taken from Miku in him. it's just enough to keep him from snapping, just enough of something to cling to to let him push the hunger back down and cover his face again instead, curling up in an attempt to keep himself contained]

Sstop, sstop it, I can't

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icecreamtopping: (don't say every chance is lost)

[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[making a muffled, sleepy noise and starting to roll over—

...of course that just reminds her neck how much it hurts and then she can't be asleep anymore :( reminding herself (and not for the first time) that Kaito is Not Allowed to give her hickeys unless he swears very convincingly that he's going to be gentle first :|
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Mnnngh. ...Kaitooo...?
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[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[squeaks and then hastily covers her mouth, glancing over in Kaito's direction]
was_no_monster: (no man shall mourn for me)

...derp I meant /3

[personal profile] was_no_monster 2012-08-08 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[nope I am still very much drooling on papa's shoulder. (it's totally the fangs' fault okay)]
icecreamtopping: (you don't make sense)

Re: ...derp I meant /3

[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[okay :x I'll just... be alone in here! completely wobbly! with this stranger you apparently trust!

(Kaitooo I am going to yell your ear off when you wake up)
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...yyyes...?
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[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
...Oh! Oh, you're Kaito's papa— aah, I'm sorry! I'm still kind of woozy, so I was a little surprised...
icecreamtopping: (don't say every chance is lost)

[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
Haaah... me too, on both counts. That was messy, but it really could have been worse in a lot of ways...

[the saddest look over at sleeping boyfriend :(]

...Um. If you're his papa, then... c-can you get him to eat, maybe? I- I. Don't think he was eating at all when he stayed with me, now that I know, so I've tried, and the hospital even said that they would spare him something if he needed, but... he just. He gets angry...
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[personal profile] icecreamtopping 2012-08-08 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
...Oh! That's good, then...

...eeeh, but that's also kind of creepy. Sorry, Kagamine-san.

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