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[itaito]

[sheet music in hand, wandering into Kaito's bedroom]

Hey, Kaito?

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[itaito]

[he tries not to show his disappointment. it's only for the moment, right?]

[was_no_monster]

[gives him a sidelong look, and then replaces the chains with one of his hands as he uses the other to pull his scarf off]

[itaito]

[... so thoughtful! gives him a happy smile]

[was_no_monster]

[growls very quietly, and squeezes]

[itaito]

Nng--

[something feels off about that. it's nice and all, but somehow... doesn't feel like it was supposed to be. not from that expression, or the tone of that growl.

with a glance upward at Kaito's face, he bites his lip and bows his head in submission.]

[was_no_monster]

[...better. he eases up on the grip, then squeezes again before letting go entirely, taking the scarf in both hands]

Open your mouth.

[itaito]

[ah, it's gonna be his scarf. man he loves that thing, it is endlessly useful and stylish. he obeys, opening wide. and he's leaving his hands right where they are.]

[was_no_monster]

[inexpert cloth gag, get! toying with one of the dangling ends]

Shall I blind you, as well? Or would you rather see what's coming?

[itaito]

...Mmmph.

[he nods, blushing a little]

[was_no_monster]

[pushes his hair out of the way as he roughly blindfolds him, then tugs on it as an afterthought]

YOU DIDN'T SEE THAT

[itaito]

[ow ♥]

Re: YOU DIDN'T SEE THAT

[was_no_monster]

[grunts, satisfied, and then pulls away entirely

barely a second later he grabs the other by the shoulders and turns him over onto his stomach, pinning him that way]

... I'm not going to be able to be gentle at all, this time, but... if you reach for the gag, I'll stop.

[he hopes. even with how much Kaito's obvious trust burns right now, he still does not want to betray it.]

Are you ready?

[itaito]

[he thinks about it for a moment. he knows the other Kaito is very strong, and fierce... for him to stop and issue a warning when they're already playing with pain is serious, and merits serious consideration.

but there's a way out right there, a non-verbal equivalent to the safeword he can't presently say. he's a little worried, he has to admit it to himself - but there is a way out.

he'll trust Kaito with it.

after a moment, he nods.]

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[was_no_monster]

[exhales quietly—almost a hiss—before squeezing Kaito's shoulders slightly and letting go again.]

[was_no_monster]

[—and then he punches him, hard]

[itaito]

[he gasps, grabbing at the bed in surprise]

Mmngh!

[was_no_monster]

[growls in response and then grabs his shoulders again, this time to brace himself before slamming his knee into the other's lower back]

[itaito]

[not seeing it coming is... he can't describe it. it's so much more intense, so much more frightening, and he tries - fails - to bite his lip as he clings to the bed, tense and breathing hard through his nose as he recovers.]

[was_no_monster]

[he gets a moment of reprieve as Kaito folds forward, wrapping his arms around him— but his grip is tight, and getting tigher, and after a couple of moments he shoves one hand up his shirt to claw roughly at him]

[itaito]

Mmmnn--

[that groan is more tinged with fear than the last one]

[was_no_monster]

[he all but purrs in appreciation. he had almost forgotten what it was like to be feared when he wanted it.

...it isn't quite right, though. there's still a twist of unease in the pit of his stomach, a vague sense of wrongness. ...it must not be enough. not yet.]

Louder.

[using his other hand to pull Kaito's head to the side by the hair, and then biting at his exposed neck]

I swear this is the last time I'll edit

[itaito]

[he does like having his hair pulled, and being bitten. they're familiar pleasures he can focus on in the midst of fear and uncertainty, and it's not difficult at all to obey Kaito's command.]

Mmmn. Hnnnmn!

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[was_no_monster]

[that's better, that's good, but it's still— it's still not enough, somehow, and he hisses with frustration. he wants more, he wants blood and the breaking of bones and a fight, not this pliant acceptance, not his trust—

except... that's wrong, somehow, isn't it? it's wrong because...

because it isn't him that wants those things. he wants something else.]

[was_no_monster]

[he lets go of the other all at once, and starts to tug at the blindfold with shaking hands]

I'm sorry, I- I can't— I shouldn't have... I'm sorry.

[itaito]

[well. he can't say he's not disappointed, and he can't say he's not relieved. he shivers as cool air hits his back, and turns to look at the other as the blindfold comes away.]