KAITO: SHADOW GARBAGE AU EDITION OPEN POST

[was_no_monster]

Because sometimes you love both the split personality and inner demons tropes way too much, and there's only one way to handle it.

THE AU IS RIDICULOUS, but all you really need to know is Kaito got humanity's malice dumped into his head along with ridiculous power, and his way of coping with both that and the trauma involved was to shove it all in with everything else he represses the heck out of and then completely dissociate himself from it. End result: what he thinks of as his inner monster has completely split off into a personality of its own, following the imagery and pattern left behind by the Shadow from that one time the Vocaloid Dressing Room had a Persona event.

(Please don't judge me.)

Feel free to pick a scenario, if you can't think of one just blank tag this sucker and I'll come up with something!

Warning! There will be a decently high probability of maiming in this post! If you're not okay with that, that's cool; just let me know in a comment header or something and I will have normal Kaito intervene. (Alternately, if you want to get mauled... well. All you have to do is ask :))

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[coaldhearted]

...

It's okay. I'm not hiding from you anymore, so it's fine if he does.

[was_no_monster]

[ looks incredibly dubious

but after a moment he lets out a rough sigh, which transitions into a really irritated growl as the yellow of his eyes goes steady and he reaches over with his other arm to manhandle Harvey partway into his lap ]

[coaldhearted]

[he's pretty heavy, even thin as he is, but Kaito probably doesn't care or notice... Harvey goes easily, still leaning against him.]

What is it?

[was_no_monster]

[ ...somewhat mollified by the cooperation, settling down and doing his best to curl up entirely around Harvey ]

I want you to stop hurting. Or at least stop thinking about it. There are a lot of ways we could do that.

[coaldhearted]

It doesn't hurt. I already stop it from hurting.

[...they may be talking about different things.]

[was_no_monster]

[ never mind about that mollification. snarling so loudly he vibrates with it ]

I said not to lie. You smell like hate and emptiness and I don't care if the rest of me is willing to let you sit in it until he can coax you into letting yourself be pulled out, I'm not.

[coaldhearted]

...I meant something else, Kaito. I can keep myself from feeling physical pain.

[was_no_monster]

That's no good against the other kind. And you shouldn't have to.

[coaldhearted]

It's how it is...

[was_no_monster]

I could eat you, and it wouldn't be. I could rip the things holding that kind of hurt in place out of your head, and it wouldn't be.

[coaldhearted]

Would you be okay? If you did that.

[was_no_monster]

You wouldn't be the first person we've hurt with our love. It wouldn't be any different.

[ translation: no, but they weren't okay to begin with. ]

[coaldhearted]

Mm. So don't.

[was_no_monster]

[ grumbles ]

Don't tell me what to do...

...making you stop thinking about it is a better idea, anyway.

[coaldhearted]

I don't want you to hurt yourself over me.

[was_no_monster]

[ ...huffs in a way that is definitely amused and shifts to press his face against Harvey's shoulder ]

We won't. That one wouldn't hurt, anyway.

[coaldhearted]

...Good. Okay.

[was_no_monster]

Wanting isn't always the same as doing, even for me.

...oh. When I say "making you stop thinking about it" I mean "distracting you with sex." Since you wanted to be forward.

[coaldhearted]

Oh.

Yeah I hadn't gotten that part.

...Okay.

[was_no_monster]

[ ...sighs, unabashedly happy, and squeezes him a little before splaying his hands out on Harvey's chest and lower stomach ]

Sorry, sorry. I don't really think in straight lines... thank you.

[ nuzzling at the point where his neck meets his shoulder, cautiously ]

[coaldhearted]

[lets his head loll a bit, giving Kaito enough room to nuzzle or whatever he wants. and also puts his hand on the back of one of kaito's.]

I should warn you, though... What's under my clothes isn't-

It isn't good.

[was_no_monster]

... I think we've said the exact same thing in the exact same way before. It's okay.

[ ...hickey? hickey. petting him while he works on that. ]

[coaldhearted]

[nods slightly, shivering but allowing it and squeezing Kaito's hand 'x']

[was_no_monster]

[ flipping it over for handholding. the other he's using to tug up Harvey's shirt just enough to settle his hand above the waistband of his pants ]

[coaldhearted]

[it's pretty easy to smell he's aroused, and while he may not be strictly comfortable, he's not all frozen up like before, just awkward.

handholding is good though he can do handholding.]