KAITO: SHADOW GARBAGE AU EDITION OPEN POST

[was_no_monster]

Because sometimes you love both the split personality and inner demons tropes way too much, and there's only one way to handle it.

THE AU IS RIDICULOUS, but all you really need to know is Kaito got humanity's malice dumped into his head along with ridiculous power, and his way of coping with both that and the trauma involved was to shove it all in with everything else he represses the heck out of and then completely dissociate himself from it. End result: what he thinks of as his inner monster has completely split off into a personality of its own, following the imagery and pattern left behind by the Shadow from that one time the Vocaloid Dressing Room had a Persona event.

(Please don't judge me.)

Feel free to pick a scenario, if you can't think of one just blank tag this sucker and I'll come up with something!

Warning! There will be a decently high probability of maiming in this post! If you're not okay with that, that's cool; just let me know in a comment header or something and I will have normal Kaito intervene. (Alternately, if you want to get mauled... well. All you have to do is ask :))

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[was_no_monster]

[ don't ask me to be coherent when you're playing with that. gritting out, his voice raspy and wrecked ]

It's— plug. For the- the computer, ah, the nerves are— Tristan, Tristan stop, I'm—

[ squashing Tristan up against the wall and pressing one finger into him, trying to be careful but a little too desperate to completely manage, and oh that doesn't not help at all. it's too easy to imagine that tight heat somewhere else and he's so close already— ]

[royallyfuckedup]

Don't be so gentle.

[It's a hoarse demand because Kaito's slight roughness isn't rough enough. And... He gets the warning. He could stop. He does pause even because he wants to be fucked but also. Also he wants to see Kaito keep coming undone from this simple little exploit.]

[It's a really difficult decision but Kaito's voice eventually tips it. He needs to hear Kaito lose it like, right now. His fingers drag, slow and deliberate over that port again. Play around it in a sadistic, targeted circle, Tristan pressing his lips to Kaito's shoulder. Kaito can feel his heartbeat where their chests press together, erratic and racing.]

[was_no_monster]

[ it's the intent that does it, almost as much as the touch— he cries out in rising desperation, loud and broken, and then bites into the juncture of Tristan's neck and shoulder with a muffled keen as he comes all over his stomach.

it's a couple of moments for Kaito to recover enough from that to keep going, but he manages. shoving a second finger into him with a lot less care and stretching him, his hands shaking ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[That's... Incredibly hot. Satisfying too, to see him, hear him. He's amazed Kaito is still standing let alone still going, even with a break to catch his breath.]

[He tangles a hand in Kaito's hair, drags his fingers through the mess over his stomach, licking them, tasting Kaito, licking his own lips and just. Leaning against the wall, eyes dilated and wide, just way too turned on and keyed up, shifting needily against Kaito's hand. That was incredibly hot but also.]

You can take a break.

[was_no_monster]

[ to be honest, the main reason he's still standing is he's got most of his weight on Tristan and through him, the wall.

as soon as Tristan gives him permission to stop he ends up wobbling and quietly slipping down to his knees, pulling his fingers out as he goes. he's still breathless and unsteady enough that he leans his forehead against Tristan's lower thigh, using the contact as an anchor. ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[He uses the wall to keep himself propped up, fingers still tangled in Kaito's hair, petting it and looking down at him in hazy lust.]

[was_no_monster]

[ sighs quietly and leans into the petting, tilting his head back to look at Tristan. his eyes are just gold now, but still dark and interested— he blinks slowly at Tristan, and then deliberately lowers his gaze to his cock and licks his lips thoughtfully ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[He looks down at Kaito, tracing his face scar with a finger, breathing heavy and slow, and I mean his cock is right there and definitely hard. And the idea of Kaito on his knees with his lips around it--yeah that makes it twitch.]

Go on.

[was_no_monster]

[ hums quietly at the tracing, eyes fluttering half shut. he grins shamelessly at that reaction, though, pleased and predatory, and sits up on his knees so he can curl one hand around Tristan's erection and suck the head into his mouth ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[Hisses quietly, appreciative. His fingers tangling back in Kaito's hair, not guiding him or anything just... Holding on. Letting Kaito do what he wants right now, just. Thoroughly enjoying it.]

[was_no_monster]

[ as he should. Kaito's apparently had enough time to fully embrace his oral fixation objective— he's good with his mouth, and attentive to how Tristan reacts to what he's doing, and entirely determined to take this small scrap of control and use it to take Tristan apart. the way he maps out every inch of skin with his tongue is nearly obsessive. ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[Tristan is reactive. Naturally so but enhanced with the haze of just, not thinking about anything right now. The aphrodisiac making everything more intense, the echos of their bond, and when it comes right down to it, with Kaito's skill at this. It's just incredibly good. He moans and shivers, nails biting into Kaito's scalp as his legs tremble with the effort of keeping him up and he whines and gasps Kaito's name, giving clear indication to everything Kaito does right.]

[was_no_monster]

[ he makes a soft, indulgently pleased noise at the sound of his name, and shifts to palm Tristan's ass, get his legs over Kaito's shoulders so he's taking the weight of him with no effort at all.

the new position makes it a lot easier to take him in deep and swallow around him, too ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[Well fuck it, fine. He leaves his weight to Kaito and the wall, fingers tight in Kaito's hair and breath coming short and heavy with low noises between his teeth. He squirms, not too much because that's really not conducive to blowjobs, but sometimes Kaito just... Does a thing and his whole body convulses a bit or his legs tighten or jerk, just twitches and reactions to the heat and pressure of Kaito's mouth and he has no intention of trying to hold out long at this rate, he doesn't have any intentions at all, his mind is a bit blank.]

[was_no_monster]

[ it probably doesn't help that every time he gets one of those convulsive reactions he repeats whatever action caused it, usually with a pleased hum— he's more than happy to use the vibrations of his voice to his advantage, and his strength to keep Tristan from writhing out of his grip or his mouth at the results.

good as that is, though, Tristan did ask to be fucked, and although he hadn't technically called off the break he hadn't cancelled that order, either. and on top of that... well, it suits Kaito's sense of humor to follow through in a way other than expected.

thankfully, with where his hands are positioned, it's laughably easy to take most of Tristan's weight on one arm so that he curl the fingers of his other hand around to start fingering him again ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[You know what that's not what he meant and he is the opposite of complaining about it. Yanking on Kaito's hair and gasping, somewhere between trying to grind into his mouth or down on his hand at this point he just. Really wants more. It feels good. It'd feel better if it hurt a bit but. Nope not really thinking right now.]

[was_no_monster]

[ catching the edge of that want through the bonds and his own nature, rubbing his cheek against the inside of Tristan's thigh on a downstroke and oh. that... is a hint of teeth.

making a quiet questioning noise and tugging gently at those mental chains to make sure Tristan gets what he'd ask, if his mouth wasn't full: you want me to hurt you? ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[The way he tightens his legs around Kaito's shoulders and curls a little over him is. Probably an indication. But he verbalizes it, so it's clear, his answer to the question is not remotely in doubt. Voice wrecked with need.]

Yes. Make it hurt.

[was_no_monster]

[ with as tangled up as they are, his response is clear even before he acts on it: delighted, vengeful bloodlust and regular lust and pride and underneath all that simple affection. he really hadn't lied at all before.

and then he pulls back off of Tristan's cock with a careless scrape of too-sharp teeth and bites him on the inner thigh, hard enough to draw blood ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[The teeth on his cock get a needy whine and then the bite... he yanks on Kaito's hair, not yelling but growling, absolutely shuddering in the pleasure that rocks through him at that. The desire and want and shame and elation and he wants more.]

Stop being gentle, Kaito.

[It's rasped, Kaito's name a low purr on his lips but the words a force of command.]

Make me scream.

[was_no_monster]

[ laughs and licks blood off of his mouth ]

You don't need to command me for that, Tristan—

[ yanking him down off of his shoulders and to the floor so he can lean in and bite at Tristan's mouth, slash down over his chest and stomach with fingers that are suddenly clawed ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[He laughs and digs his nails into Kaito's skin, whatever he can reach. Just holding on for a moment because that feels, frankly, fucking amazing. It hurts and he wants more. Chains manifest, a collar tight around Kaito's throat, biting and burning and if Kaito destroys it soon he doesn't care, he's yanking on the chain attached, letting the magic wind around Kaito's legs just... Because this is a really great idea don't question it.]

[was_no_monster]

[ he goes from that sort of gleeful bloodlust to abrupt white-hot rage with no warning at all, yanking back against the chains with a choked snarl and then diving for Tristan's throat. his teeth are serrated and sharp, the wolf's teeth, and this time he does clamp them down and shake his head like a dog worrying at a bone— not hard enough to tear his throat out, since he's been blocked from that, but hard enough to hurt. he claws at Tristan like he wants to disembowel him. ]

[royallyfuckedup]

[He laughs again, this time choked a bit and whining in pain, blood welling from the bite and in his mouth. He yanks the chain harder, the raw pleasure of objectives and conditioning to enjoy pain and just, the adrenaline and thrill making him come with a wordless scream. He knows Kaito can't kill him but it doesn't stop the reactions in his body and really, that's what he wanted. To provoke this. To get off on this.]

[There's no part of him that will regret using Kaito this way or anything at all, nope.]

[was_no_monster]

[ the chains are corroding at a fast rate, the darkness that's settled into Kaito's skin and completely obscured everything but his eyes and his general shape eating away at the restraints wherever they touch skin. he's almost more wolf than person-shaped, all sharp teeth and claws and furious glowing eyes.

and just because Tristan is done doesn't mean he is.

unlike his other half, he's completely aware of the metaphorical bonds pulling them together and has no problems using and abusing them. he doesn't stop tearing at Tristan's body, but he doesn't need to to start tearing at his mind, lashing out in hurt and betrayal and incoherent anger ]