shamelesshookery | (no subject)

[he's quiet, thinking - remembering a beating heavy enough to break bones, endured without complaint by his sturdy metal frame.

gently, he kisses the back of Kaito's neck]

[his shoulders sag slightly as he exhales at the touch; but the line of his spine is still stiff, and when he speaks again his voice is strained.]

...How do you enjoy this?

...

I don't know.

It's just... it feels good to me.

...

I don't understand it. I wish I could—I've been trying—but...

[cuddles :<]

I just... it makes me feel safe, somehow. It's like, if I belong to you and Miku - if you two own me, then I don't have to worry. Because I know I'll be taken care of.

[abruptly looping another section of chain around his hands and yanking at it, hard]

What would you do if we didn't?

...

Then I wouldn't let you tie me up, or hurt me.

If you were already tied up, you wouldn't have a choice in the matter.

... but isn't that what safewords are for?

[snorting a huffy, humorless sort of laugh]

Yes— but under those circumstances it's our choice whether to honor it or not. Not yours.

If you guys were the kind of people who'd ignore a safeword, we wouldn't be here like this.

[nuzzles]

I trust you.

[he jerks away and snarls, a rattling, unhappy thing, dropping the chains into his lap with a loud clatter as he brings his hands up to cover his face]

--K-Kaito?!

You know less than a quarter of all that I've done, and yet you trust me enough to put yourself in my hands.

I've known her for over a year and would do anything she asked of me— anything, it seems, but trust her enough to do the same.

...

[cuddle. you cannot escape]

It's okay if you're afraid. That's part of it too.

[he's still rumbling unhappily, but at least this time he doesn't pull away. instead, he just sags again.

after a moment, though, he blindly fumbles for one of the other Kaito's hands, tugging it out and wrapping part of the chain around his wrist]

[he feels a flicker of anxiousness - if the other Kaito couldn't break this chain, there's certainly no way he could escape. it's enticing.]

...Mmm.

...

Can I?

[nuzzles his neck]

Yes.

[allows this, tilting his head slightly with a soft sigh

then he grabs at Kaito's other hand, and starts to wrap the chain around it, too. it's not a particularly secure tie, but it's not really meant to be.]

[that is fine. as is being effectively chained to Kaito now.]

Mmm...

[well now that that is dealt with...

slamming him down into the pillows]

[makes a pleased noise at the sudden force]

Mas--

[whoops no]

[growls, pinning him down with a hand around his neck]

No.

[gasps and nods, barely]

I-I'm sorry...